so-called friends
27th October 2008 | Blog Posts | 0 comments
I am so beyond what can be considered pissed off right now. Jackie a.k.a. my so called friend decides to text me and tell me that she can’t make it in Halloween. This is so beyond…stupid! First off we have had this tradition of having a mega movie marathon all night, with a junk-food frenzy, since sophomore year in highschool. That’s about 7-8 years and counting. We had everything set-up for this year. I went out and brought the junk-food and a costume this weekend. Now – out of fucking no where – she comes up with some lame excuse not to go. Saying she has a costume party to go with her mother that night.
Right.
Partly I think her excuse is bullshit due to the fact that I refused to go to her Halloween party she had this weekend. At first I said I would go but then I decided not to and made other plans (which got cancelled last minute anyway). Jackie knew from the beginning that I did not want to go to her party but I said I would try if I was up to it. But I didn’t – honest to god – want to go. Nothing against her, but I hate the people she invited. I really do and she knows this. My health can not afford for me to be getting upset so I try to avoid situations in which I am going to feel uncomfortable. Understandable, eh?
But this is so fucked up. I really am in awe about her cancelling last minute like this. Previous years she hasn’t been able to sleepover and I understand that because she usual has to work early the next day. Still we would have out get together until midnight or something. It was at least an effort.
I gave up a couple of dates and invites to Halloween parties because I knew we were having our Halloween tradition. Some friend, eh? PPPPFFFFFTTTT!!!! This is the last year of this Halloween tradition. I don’t care if she calls back trying to work something out as of right now I am open to any plans people invite me to.