A relationship without communication simply cannot work and I’m glad to be able to say my relationship doesn’t fall into that scenario. Yesterday I gave Adam a call and we talked… well… he listened while I cried. I did let him know how I felt about the whole him not texting me and feeling overall like I’m annoying him. He told me to ‘Stop Babe’ LMAO! But seriously I felt better after expressing my view and him telling me what he was or wasn’t thinking. Everything is more or less is worked out, I suppose. For now anyway. Having had that conversation with him though eased my mind and my heart. It also made me realize I was in fact being a tad bit too emotional and was over-reacting. At the end of the day, he is just a man and as a man he can be dense as a rock so I have to make sure to tell him what is bothering me or else how will he know to stop or change what it is he is doing.
Boyfriends
I have just about had it. I’m not a girl who asks for much or who is clingy to her boyfriend like gum on a shoe but even I need more than one word answers. Not to mention the fact that it would be nice to be on the receiving end of texts once in awhile. It seems for the past few weeks I’m the one sending out the first text, asking the questions, genuinely having an interest, trying to keep up a conversation, etc, etc, the list could go on for miles. Yes, I know the poor guy is sick right now but guess what, SO AM I! He doesn’t even ask me how I’m feeling at all. Of course telling him this will do nothing at all. I’m over-reacting, is what he’ll tell me as he rolls his eyes and tells me to ‘Stop babe’. He just honestly doesn’t understand. Maybe it’s because he’s older or maybe it’s because he’s a guy. I don’t know. But this is putting a strain on my end for sure and I’m not quite sure how to deal with it just yet.